Am I Going Crazy?

Recently I have noticed the concrete logic which once surrounded my life crumbling before my eyes, and I have finally come to question myself, has Kesey's novel led me to realize my own insanity. In the past two weeks I have noticed exceedingly odd things going on around me, I do not mean general abnormality like seeing people unusually often, I mean seeing shadow-like figures watching me through doorways, and seeing people in the window who disappear when I go to look for them odd. Of course this may simply be a side affect of sleepless nights and utter exaughstion, but I have never had things like this happen to me before. Currently I fear I have lost my grip on reality and each time I see such things I tend to go and check that they are not there or to develop some sort of theory to explain the strange things. While finding odd combinations of things stacked on top of eachother in the backroom and baseroom closet may have comforted my fears of shadow-like figures, I am sorry to say that my realization that the motion sensor lights turn on moments before I see things watching me in the window did not comfort me. So now I leave you, hoping my insanity takes an unexpected turn and I return to normal. I have to go look for the figments of my imagination that just appeared yet again... Happy Winter Holidays!!!